I am not going to hide it anymore.
I am angry.
There I said it. I can be happy with the way my life is going yet still be angry at the past, right? I am angry at a lot of people and situations.
It might even be healthy for me to admit that I am angry. But it is unhealthy when I vomit up my anger in word form.
It's like I cannot stop myself from saying everything that is on my mind about the situation. . .
Why can't I be a person that just swallows angry words, God? I would not in any way, shape, or form consider myself to be mean. (Honestly, I am probably way too nice if anything.) But if someone asks me about a touchy subject...I get a little cray.
I take that as "they asked"...so I cannot hold myself back from giving a brutally honest answer. I usually turn up my nose at brutally honest. I have always felt you can sayanything in a nicer way...but sometimes no matter how you say it, it is still too much information.
Even though I am angry...I have got to stop word vomiting. It's just making me even more mad at the situation and myself.
